Things I now think...


Deep down my mother thinks I deserve the way people treat me.
-When I was younger and people would tease me about my weight, she'd say well you are fat. But then come up with some stupid comeback.
People make fun of fat people because they are scared that one day they'll end up fat.
I don't think I've accepted the fact I am fat more so than can't do anything about it. Well I can lose weight, which I am doing right now. I am on a no food diet lol. Well almost, I drink fake slim fast and eat veggies and fruits. Not even that much veggie and fruits, just when I feel like I am about to fait. It's not the healthiest way I guess but it works. I just can eat or I'll bloat up and break the scale again. I'm just worried how I shall eat on my cruise... Finally I think I feel the way my friend feels. The one who has an eating disorder, food is a battle we face everyday. And it's hard to be healthy or annorexic when everyone around us eats all this junk.
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