Wednesday, July 15, 2009

To Be Fat Like Me

Kaley Cuoco plays this girl who dresses up in a fat suit for a movie documentary in this lifetime movie To Be Fat Like Me. She tries to discover why people make fun and judge people by looks. At first she thinks her personality will make people like her, but soon realizes people don't care how nice she is they just see her fatness. Because that's how people are. It's wrong and stupid, but deep down they're the one's insecure. It's sad, but true. She learns more than how people treat fat people, she learns about herself. And her "friends", how they really are.
Things I now think...
Deep down my mother thinks I deserve the way people treat me.
-When I was younger and people would tease me about my weight, she'd say well you are fat. But then come up with some stupid comeback.
People make fun of fat people because they are scared that one day they'll end up fat.

I don't think I've accepted the fact I am fat more so than can't do anything about it. Well I can lose weight, which I am doing right now. I am on a no food diet lol. Well almost, I drink fake slim fast and eat veggies and fruits. Not even that much veggie and fruits, just when I feel like I am about to fait. It's not the healthiest way I guess but it works. I just can eat or I'll bloat up and break the scale again. I'm just worried how I shall eat on my cruise... Finally I think I feel the way my friend feels. The one who has an eating disorder, food is a battle we face everyday. And it's hard to be healthy or annorexic when everyone around us eats all this junk.

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