Fat Girls Can Be Loved... Lets hope :)

Ah the infamous fat girls. No love shall over come that body. I was on my search for skinny girls when I came across a picture of Jeremy Pivens in bed with a curvy girl. My heart melted, my eyes teared. That's the love I'm looking for, thats what I yearn for. Although this only happens in movies, it doesn't mean it won't happen to me eventually after all my years of E-Harmony. It's just terribly hard at my age to meet a decent guy who is attracted to me in a physical way. Guys in their teens and throughout their early 20's tend to go for the more physical and sexual relationships. They want what's gonna turn them on and what/who will fuck them faster.

Throughout this love obsession I have with TCG, I keep thinking he would never even give me a second look. He's quite young so his hormones are still high and he probably only dates beautiful thin women. He would find me repulsive. It reminds me of Good Luck Chuck, the big black woman that works for him comes to his house one night to try and get laid by him. He's very reluctant, and she say's "just imagine someone beautiful" and he's like "I'll imagine you". Then he kisses her... it's so beautiful. And I always give out a tear at that moment. I think that's when I started looking at Dane Cook in a different light. Even though it's just a movie it was still beautiful and I wish that something like that would happen to me.