Ohh She's Only 17, Wind and wind...

TCG makes me sad... I was just looking at a picture of Chris Pine and I kept thinking about TCG. I almost feel like crying. I always want what I can't have. And he's definitely someone off limits. Today when I saw him in class he just looked past me, I think, and it makes me sad that I can't even get him to talk to me. I can't get his attention, no matter how hard I try. Not matter if I try or not he still doesn't notice me. 

Even the time he 

sat next to me, he never looked at me. Or talked to me (he might have said hi, but I didn't say anything back). Why can't he be the one to say I smelled nice? Gahhh, life and love are so complicated... 

I guess it's the hunt that I enjoy, if I really had him I'd be kind of

 creepy... He's so much older and a teacher for that matter. I would probably report him. It's more a fantasy, I like the idea in my mind. Just not for real.