Chris Pi...

Almost finished my Chris Pine drawing!!!!
Woot woot :)

I've been putting it off for quite some time. I don't know why but I always stop working on my art through the middle of them. It's so annoying and this ridiculous habit of mine that I need to stop. My attention span is so weee small. Lol, I am determined to finish it tonight, after I finish some long needed blogging, then finish my painting tomorrow. It shouldn't take more than a day hopefully. I need to start doing my summer reading and my AP Studio Art work. I am promising myself to not drag this out until August.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! And I still need to work out. Poo... I haven't worked out since I saw Transformers at midnight. That's exactly a week+weekends (7 flipping days) Oh my fucking god... I'm going to die. I went to the doctors yesterday to have my permit forms filled and they weighed me, I gained 5lbs since I went there last August/September.
I hate me, and it's all my fault which is the worst. I have no one to blame but me...

The Last House On the Left

I watched The Last House on the Left :)
I've been wanting to see it since it came out but never got a chance to. It wasn't scary at all. Not that action packed either but a bit grueling. The main "bad guy" got his blown up in a microwave, that was pretty nasty. And some nudity, but just breasts so not that exciting. Of course only the girls get naked, and only the girls get raped. It's apparently the movie rule. Which is stupid and unreasonable. But I guess more of the population wants to see a naked girl than a naked guy. Whatever, people are stupid. Go gay pride :D (just felt like throwing that out there lol)
So back to The Last House... No hot guys either or girls, I was hoping the killer would be gorgeous and sexy with his shirtless sweaty body but nope. Sara Paxton was the main girl, she's pretty but so thin. The not so gorgeous shirtless sweaty "bad guy" was touching her limp and breast-less bod before he raped her. But she was playing a 17 year old girl so I guess her size was right for the part.
I was fortunate enough to have seen the original cult classic from the 70's. Although I didn't finish watching it, because it ended up being so boring, I kind of liked it better. The fighting and killing weren't very real, it was the 70's killing wasn't that elaborate yet, the story was better. And the characters had character. The girlfriend of the not so hot shirtless sweaty killer was hotter and had this adorable pin-up makeup on. Instead of the boring Jane in the new version, with her itty bitty breasts, blue eye shadow, and zebra nails (IDK how her nails weren't chipped from all of the fighting and chasing). I did really love all the jewelry that were worn in the movie. Some of the girls and guys had the most gnarly rings. Ahhh I want to steal it off from the set.

Pussy Pussy, HaHa

I was watching a comedian on logo, one of their NFDT One Night Stand-up, last week and this guy was saying how his family was from Iran and his mother had moved them here to America to give them a better life. His mom thinks god is a comedian, since coming here for "a better life" her son is gay and her daughter has married a black repeat offender.

I believe god is a comedian...

Killer Thriller

Ahhh my Michael, my beautiful and talented Michael Jackson...

At the age of 50 he died today from cardiac arrest. How sad? I can't believe it, only 50 years old. I might not have grown up in the 80's, I still listened to his music and loved his dancing. I remember when the first season of America's Best Dance Crew celebrated the 25th aniversry of Michael Jackson's Greatest Hits by dancing to only his songs. It was the best episode.



RiP, the wonderful Michael Jackson...

Carrie Bradshaw Updated Apartment

Thoughts for the day/night

Transformers Revenge of the Fallen this morning, this very very early morning, was fucking amazing! The movie kicked ass, and my friend bought tickets for the DSL showing (i think that's what they called it), and the sound and picture was so clear and you felt like you in the movie. I got so into it, usually I can't sit in theaters for long and I get antsy but this time was so different. And the movie was about 2 1/2 hours lol. It's so good I want to see it again. I didn't get home til 3am.

So today I vacuumed, then I vacuumed some more lol. My mom and I watched The Strangers, us both thinking it was going to be terrifying, but not at all. I jumped once, and wasn't even excited at any point. My friend, who watched it earlier this month, told me it was the scariest movie she's ever seen. Lol, I guess she doesn't watch much horror movies. I enjoy the thrill and adrenaline of a scary movie. So many "thrillers and chillers" don't scare me anymore.

I didn't get to work out yesterday, and I haven't worked out today yet... I'm contemplating working out now. I really don't feel like it, but that's just bull shit. I need to get my fat ass on that stationary bike and burn like 600 calories.

Midnight Showing

I'm going to the midnight showing of Transformers 2!! Whoo!! It's my first midnight showing, I'm excited, I just hope I don't get tired. Which I most likely won't because I've been going to bed at 2am every day. So I'm use to staying up late.

No Regrets

I have been reading He's Just Not That Into You, and I've realized every relationship station thing that has happened in my life hasn't been my fault. If a guy is really into me then he will ask me out, that's it! No exceptions, the guy will find some way to contact me. I shouldn't be the one who have to make all the moves. And the truth is the guys like the chase of getting the girls, it's a turn off when we ask them out. This has made me realize that every guy I have ever chased were not that into me enough to ask me out. For example that "going off to college guy" who I tried to tell I like him but went no where, except for him to college. I thought there were signs, and there were signs, but the signs meant nothing because he didn't go after me. He wasn't into me enough to ask me out. And I made excuses about how I was friends with his siblings, how he was going off to college, and how there was a slight age difference. Blah blah bull shit! All these excuses, for some guy who wasn't ballsy enough to tell me he liked me, or ask me out or anything!! I had the courage to tell him, and look were that got me? It gave control of my emotions, he had now had the power. I've fell for so many of these typical guys who you think like you but never make any moves. And I start pondering and obsessing and making excuses for why they haven't asked me out yet. The truth to all my misery is that theirs just not that into me. Every guy who I start to be friends with and think there might be something there but nothing happens, I need to just drop. I surely will still be friends with them but I just won't take it to this obsessive does he like me or not, should I ask him out, maybe he's shy stage. I will just have to move on and find someone who likes me.
I won't waste time regretting asking them out or feeling bad about myself. I just need to move on.

Summer Chemistry Class?

I dreamed about my love... (TCG) For only the second time, but the first time he had interactions with me. It started with my hamster, Cutie who had passed away, coming back to life. He wasn't truly back to life, it was more of him starting to move. It was really creepy and odd because he has been dead for almost 3 years.
My friend taking was taking summer chemistry classes at our school and I decided to come with her this one day. It ended up that my chem teacher was teaching the summer chem classes. And TCG was also there, but doing nothing just hanging around in the class. He's really close with my teacher so they would just talk all the time. When I came in the class I over heard them joking about the email he received. Later he was chilling, laying on top of my teachers lab table flat on his stomach. (His ass was so gorgeous :P) My teacher was busy talking with other students so I went up and laid on top of the lab table next to TCG and put my head on his shoulder. I was asking him about why and how my hamster could come back to life. Before I finished asking my question he said "Sperm, that's how it came back to life." He answered as if people had always asked him this question. It was so odd, and I was like "Ohh..." And I think he knew it was me who sent the email.
LMFAO! WTF?
I have such weird dreams, what is this suppose to mean? Sperm? IDK, I'm so confused...

Zumiez Couch Tour Confidence Booster

Today was a wondrous day. I went to the Zumiez Couch Tour with my friend, we had so much fun. All the guys were skaters, some were hot and some were just way too young. I've realized that I get confidence from guys. When they make vulgar comments or think I'm hot, that's when I feel the most sexy. It makes me feel worthy and hot, not just some girl. I feel hot, sexy, and confident. I know it sounds bad but the truth is everyone knows deep down it's true. Guys and girls all get confidence from each other. When someone lets you know they think your hot, it makes you realize you really are.
The guys today didn't really hit on me but they made comments like "Oh you wanna hit that?", calling me "Pretty lady", staring at me and trying to flirt, and even whistling at me. It gave me such a confidence booster that I wouldn't otherwise have. And it felt nice to be the girl guys had interest in. That guys saw more than just a friend. I hate that I hang onto every word and need this to have self esteem. But it just makes me not feel so worthless and dislike myself. And when cute older dudes (COD) smile and look at me, it makes me happy. Not that I'm saying I would ever do anything with them, they help me feel secure about myself.
So this post didn't have anything to do with Zumiez Couch Tour, it was more about myself. Lol... Maybe I'll post something more about it in the afternoon... <3

Guys Choice Awards!! Whooo!!!

LMFAO! Although I'm not a guy, I love Guy's Choice. It's so funny and real. No bullshit, straight up real funny shit.

Jason Statham won the best ass kicker award over that James Bond guy. I was so excited and happy, Jason is fucking sexy. I wanna do him like crazy :P

Bugcrush

I watched this very well made short film Bugcrush. I stayed up til 3 in the morning watching it on Logo lol. It's a movie about this boy Ben who's crush over the new student Grant takes over his judgment. Grant hangs out with these punk/goth druggie type kids, one who wears this hideous trench coat, that like to get real fucked up. Grant persuades Ben to hang out with him one day, but Ben thinking it would just be them two, agreed. Unfortunitly Grant's crew of two joined in, I think it was planned with all of them. So they end up in Grants house where he shows Ben this mysterious bug that can get you high. Ben doesn't want this bug to be anywhere near him and Grant promises he won't do anything Ben doesn't want to. But they end up in this shack were Grant keeps these bugs and puts one on Ben's neck without his permission or knowledge. It seems that Ben's fantasies were coming true when Grant starts kissing him but little does he know this fantasy is soon turning into a nightmare. Grant keeps reasuring Ben that everything is alright. The two creepy friends come in and start to join in. They throw Ben on his chest then start to beat and rape him.
That's where the story ends, it's so confusing because you don't know if Ben is alive or if they actually raped him. You just see the movie from Ben's eyes, where he's looking at the beetles on the floor. And right at the end you see something go on the floor that ends up knocking one of the beetles over. Either someone blew/coughed or threw up.

Tattoo Idea

music note tattoo, how cute?

Twins

Hotter Older Twin

Kimora Lee Simmons looks like me, so I've been told. I do see a really freaky respeblense. Especially in the first picture where she is in the car naked. Although we look a like, she's definitly the hotter twin.

Last Day As A Junior!

Today is the last day of school! It doesn't even feel like it, the year has gone by so fast. It has not hit me at all, I feel like its just the weekend. But it's not... This summer is going to be stressful. I have to work on college applications and do all my AP summer work, also do my English reading work. Goodness, the school year went by so fast just imagine three months. And I have to work out and lose weight. I plan on doing yoga in the morning from now on. I hope it will help me, but I know I have to do way more than just yoga. There is a lot to do with eating right and healthy. I want to look like Megan Fox. Speaking of her, TCG thinks she's hot! Uhhh that's the last thing I need, to be compared to a goddess. Now I'll never get him, lol. I just need to choose a salad instead of fries. An apple instead of ice cream. This will not be easy but I try 100% because I am so over with this body! I am ready to be a new and better me.

Incredibly gorgeous Megan Fox

I remember when she was playing the bitch in all those Mary-Kate and Ashley movies and now she's becoming her own star

So I volunteered at the MMR fair tonight, I served water ice. It was fun, but kind of tiring. My friend and I worked there for about 3 hours and then we met up with some friends. We ended up going on three rides. They were so nauseating, I thought I was going to throw up...

But all in all it was a great day.

Today is the last day I will see TCG, it's so depressing. I can't believe it, he's my love and I won't see him anymore. I can't believe I actually like him so much. It's stupid and ridiculous but I can't help but it. The thing is I don't know him it's purely physical. I just want to fuck him, that's about it, I have no idea how his personality is. He could be a total dipshit but I would never know because I only like him for how hot he is.

What Happen's In Vegas, Stays In Vegas ;)

I just saw The Hangover, funniest movie ever! I recommend it to anyone who wants to laugh your ass off. Bradley Cooper (Phil), Justin Bartha (Doug), Ed Helms (Stu), Zach Galifianakis (Alan) were the most amazing cast. They were awesome. Uhh and Bradley Cooper is soo fricken hot <3

Justin Bartha is so adorable, but he was in less than half of the movie. It's such a shame he wasn't in the whole thing. But other than that the movie was fantastically amazing.

Higher Standards

I'm at JcPenny and there's this really cute worker. He dressed really nice and suave. I'm trying to give him signs, but I don't think he realizes. It's a shame, he won't even give me a second look. If I looked like my friend I wouldn't even have to give him signs he would be giving me signs. It's so annoying, because I'm not Caucasian there's a different standard of "hot".

But fuck them, and fuck the standard!! I'm going to find the one who's right for me. And I'm going to find my exception <3

He's Just Not That Into You

It's a Friday and I am home, away from school!! Yes, it's a wonderful day and I am so happy to be able to relax. I finally caught up on some much needed movie watching. The first on my list was Star Trek, which I finished watching yesterday. Then I watched He's Just Not That Into You, it was absolutly amazing! It brought back so many memories, and it made me hate guys so much. But realize that we can all find the exception, we just have to open our hearts to it. And not sit around wasting our time on guys that don't like us, while the one's that do are getting away.

Friends Suck!

I guess it's true what they say, Friends will come and go but memories last forever.

Sure I love them all but I always thought they'd be there for me when I needed them.

I'm hanging out with my friend who I've grown apart from. And I don't want it to be just the two of us, so I invited my friends to come. They've ALL ditched me. I'm always there for them I don't understand how this one time they can't be there for me...

They're all bitches, I need to find some guys to hang out with. I can't handle girls anymore.

Rule #1 About Fight Club, Never Talk About Fight Club

I'm watching the most amazing movie, Fight Club. I haven't seen it in years! I started watching from the middle so it's not as great, but still enjoyable. And I know what is going on so it's not confusing. Brad Pitt is so hot.

What I don't understand about this movie is that since Edward Norton is seeing his alter ego Tyler Durden (played by Brad Pitt), is Edward have multiple personality disorder? Or is he bipolar? I've never got what disorder he has.

I just searched online and it said Tyler had Dissociative Identity Disorder, DID, it is not considered a valid medical disorder yet. There is a lot of controversy to DID, som think that it is a side effect from therapy.

Just finished the movie... It has such a good meaning to it that I didn't get until now. Destroying corporate america. It's so cute when Edward Norton and Helena Bonham Carter are watching the buildings blow up.

Waiting For My Prince

I started crying after watching videos that people made of Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement with Ann Hathaway and Chris Pine. He's absolutely adorable in the movie and just so sweet. I would kill to have a guy like that. The part where he teaches her archery and he touches her arm just so slightly... Uhhh, it made me tear. I'm scared I'll never get that love and affection. And when he kisses her outside in the courtyard, you can see the chemistry between the two characters. And it makes you wish you were them. I so despritly wish I was Amelia Mignonette Grimaldi Thermopolis Renaldi. And Nicholas Devereaux, aka Chris Pine, was my prince <3

I Want Captain Kirk!

Oh my yummie sexy captain...

I want to watch Star Trek, but I have no time too. I guess I'll wait til tomorrow and I can watch starting from the beginning again lol.

I'm excited, I want to see the fight and sex scene again. He's sooo fine!!! Ahhh, I love my baby boi.

imnotobsessed

Oh Chris, I'm so obsessed... I'm not even going to lie, but I think this obsession is better than all my other ones. I haven't gone overboard with him, and I'm sleeping with his picture or kissing it. Rofl (yes I have done such a thing, I know I'm totally OBSESSED at times)

FAiL

Failblog.org is my new favorite site. It has all these pictures and videos of funny things that fail. For example; a store named cum'n'eat, a toilet that say's "flush at least 30 seconds before drinking"

Lmfao... I'm in love with this site.

see more Fail Blog

Rofl

El Noticiero De La Acción

Funniest Video Ever!!!

3 Day Hump

This is my 3rd day of working out!! Wooo, I'm over the 3 day hump. I definitly want to keep this up. My problem is that if I stop working out for a day I don't do it the next day. So I have to workout everyday of my life! Lol. I'm going to be a healthy and thin like every other azn girl :)

I feel good after my workouts, its like an energy boost. Although I'm sore, I know that it's just the start of my goal. Once I keep going I'll get use to it and feel even better. I ate better today too. Food for the day; breakfast: I had an omlette, 2 bites of cheese cake, half a can of slim fast, tea w/creamer. Lunch: half a vegie sandwitch w/ carrotts + ranch. Dinner: Finished the other half of my vegie sandwitch w/carrotts + ranch, potatos, greenbeans, water.

This is who I worked out with, tough girl

Like Father Like Daughter

A while ago I was watching The Real House Wives of Orange County. In this episode the son of the one mom was the biggest dick. He treated his mom like shit, he would curse and say the meanest things to her. Her friend Vikki was appalled at his behavior. And the mom was use to it because her husband treated her the same exact way. Her son just followed his example.

The reason I bring this up is I've noticed that I act the same way towards my mother as my father does. My parents were just arguing. He yells at her and makes her feel stupid when she asks simple questions. And I'm starting to realize that I do the same thing. It's horrible, I don't want to be like this. But I've been a snotty brat. And I guess she's use to it because my dad yells all the time. I guess my dad and I both displace our anger out onto her. It's ridiculous that we behave in such a manor towards the most loving woman in our lives.

I am changing this insane behavior of mine. Even if my dad is too old and stuck in his own ways I will be the bigger person and change. Life is too short and I want my love to be remembered, not my yelling and bratty-ness.

We all learn from our parents, whether good or bad.

Blue Lace Anyone?

I just spent the last 2 hours working on this background... Uhhh. I'm such a time waster, I should be studying but I'm not. This background is soo cute but when I found it on photobucket it was too small for my blog. So I had to go on paint and make it bigger, but I couldn't resize it because then it would get fuzzy. I had to cut and paste, blah blah. A lot of hard work lol. It's not perfect, but it works so here it is :)

I'm a proud mama.

Smokin' Aces

I just watched Smokin' Aces, and it's now 3:57am, I'm gonna be so shit faced tomorrow. Lol

It was an interesting movie, with a lot of actors including Chris Pine. His part was so weird, he played one of the assassins. And he was a redneck, dirty as hell creeper, with a southern accent. It was such a weird part. I thought he was gonna live but he ended up getting shot by the guy he shot but didn't end up killing. Alicia and Common were in it too.

Chris is the one on the bottom right corner smokin', I think he had to wear fake teeth too...

Yearbooks and Workouts

I bought my yearbook today for $85!! Our school is rediculous, a yearbook should never cost this much. I don't care if it has 2,000 pages in it, it should be around $30 at the most. God, I remember the good old days in elementary school when they only cost $10.

Its been my goal for the year to get a book because I couldn't live the summer without seeing my love's face <3...>

I worked out today, for half an hour :)

I'm proud and I'm so sore. I have SAT's tomorrow... God kill me, I really don't feel like taking them at all.

I was talking on the phone with my friend and we were saying how if we looked like celebs, Megan Fox/Lucy Liu, we could get any guy. So true, and I could get TCG. If I was Lucy he'd be in my arms in a second.

"Hello Mr. G, I'm your new student teacher ;) "

AP Studio Art: Drawling

Just stayed after school for the AP Studio Art introduction class. It was kind of boring because we didn't do anything and there were a lot of sophmores... eick. I'm just don't think there ready for AP, but idk. If their teachers think they can than whatever.

The summer work seems fun, I'm excited to start it. We have to do a lot of sketch book stuff.

This sketchbook was the inspiration for my sketchbook cover :)

I want to start my sketchbook but I have no time. I have to study for SAT's and finals. Ahhh gosh, there isn't enough time in the day. I hat having soo much. I just want to be able to have time to chill and do what I want. But thats coming soon, in like a week. Thank lord. I am so in summer mood, I don't feel like doing anything. I really want to lose weight this summer. I say this every summer but I never do anything. Hopefully this summer will be different. I want to be normal/healthy. I wonder if I'll still have my boobs though. I want to look like Toccara, she's so beautiful.

She's in Italian Vogue, how beautiful

Still Obsessed

It's been the third day in a row where I've been searching for Chris Pine. I just keep looking for his pictures on google and then saving them. It's sad I know. I need a life but he is my life, for now. While I was searching for him I found out he's on quite a lot of blogs and quite a lot of people have confessed to being obsessed with him. So I am not the only crazed fan out there. I sent most of the pictures I have of him to my phone :) now I can put him as my background, so he'll be in my pocket all the time, lol. Or my book bag, either way he'll always be with me.

I've been going through, in my head, of all the obsessions I've had this school year

1. Michael Phelps (idk, i just stopped liking him)

2. David Morse (i realized how old he was...)

3. TCG (currently still in my heart and soul)

[will forever stay in my heart, and remain unknown to this blog]

4. Chris Pine (newly in my heart and soul)

There's been a guy for every marking period. But TCG and Chris Pine are at the same time, sorta. I have 2 husbands

Mtv Twilight Awards

KOL yesterday at the Mtv Movie Awards were awesome. I missed Chris Pine presenting an award though. He was the first to present and I started watching 15mins after it started. Just My Luck I would miss him. I really want to watch that movie again. It was so cute. He was so adorable in it. 

Performance was freaking awesome

i still can't believe i missed him presenting...

So Twilight won the award for just about everything! It was soo annoying, the movie wasn't as good as people made it seem. I honestly disliked it a lot. The book was so much more, and now after watching it, it kind of ruined my view/vision of the story.