Bugcrush

I watched this very well made short film Bugcrush. I stayed up til 3 in the morning watching it on Logo lol. It's a movie about this boy Ben who's crush over the new student Grant takes over his judgment. Grant hangs out with these punk/goth druggie type kids, one who wears this hideous trench coat, that like to get real fucked up. Grant persuades Ben to hang out with him one day, but Ben thinking it would just be them two, agreed. Unfortunitly Grant's crew of two joined in, I think it was planned with all of them. So they end up in Grants house where he shows Ben this mysterious bug that can get you high. Ben doesn't want this bug to be anywhere near him and Grant promises he won't do anything Ben doesn't want to. But they end up in this shack were Grant keeps these bugs and puts one on Ben's neck without his permission or knowledge. It seems that Ben's fantasies were coming true when Grant starts kissing him but little does he know this fantasy is soon turning into a nightmare. Grant keeps reasuring Ben that everything is alright. The two creepy friends come in and start to join in. They throw Ben on his chest then start to beat and rape him.
That's where the story ends, it's so confusing because you don't know if Ben is alive or if they actually raped him. You just see the movie from Ben's eyes, where he's looking at the beetles on the floor. And right at the end you see something go on the floor that ends up knocking one of the beetles over. Either someone blew/coughed or threw up.