Today was a wondrous day. I went to the Zumiez Couch Tour with my friend, we had so much fun. All the guys were skaters, some were hot and some were just way too young. I've realized that I get confidence from guys. When they make vulgar comments or think I'm hot, that's when I feel the most sexy. It makes me feel worthy and hot, not just some girl. I feel hot, sexy, and confident. I know it sounds bad but the truth is everyone knows deep down it's true. Guys and girls all get confidence from each other. When someone lets you know they think your hot, it makes you realize you really are.
The guys today didn't really hit on me but they made comments like "Oh you wanna hit that?", calling me "Pretty lady", staring at me and trying to flirt, and even whistling at me. It gave me such a confidence booster that I wouldn't otherwise have. And it felt nice to be the girl guys had interest in. That guys saw more than just a friend. I hate that I hang onto every word and need this to have self esteem. But it just makes me not feel so worthless and dislike myself. And when cute older dudes (COD) smile and look at me, it makes me happy. Not that I'm saying I would ever do anything with them, they help me feel secure about myself.
So this post didn't have anything to do with Zumiez Couch Tour, it was more about myself. Lol... Maybe I'll post something more about it in the afternoon... <3
Monday, June 22, 2009
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